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|Wednesday, December 30th, 2009|
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME (in 30 minutes)
|Sunday, December 6th, 2009|
| it's almost Christmas!
i just need to get through this week of finals and then i'm home for a month! i'm so excited.
also i just spent like 30 minutes untangling and hanging up Christmas lights. i love the holidays!
Current Mood: merry
|Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009|
|Sunday, August 16th, 2009|
| my dorm is amazinnnggg! it's super loud outside due to all the Richmond street traffic/loud freshmen yelling and running around but i absolutely LOVE it here
|Friday, August 14th, 2009|
today is my last day at home! i can't believe it. i feel like the last year went by soo fast. i'm all packed up and my room feels mega empty. today i'm going to see District 9 with Tyler, and i'm also getting lunch with Jessie. i'll miss her so bad! of course right as i finally find a real best friend, i only get to spend 3 years with her and then i have to move :/ oh well! thats life.
|Wednesday, August 12th, 2009|
| HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYLER!I LOVE YOU!
|Sunday, August 9th, 2009|
| our air conditioning is broken and it's going to be 99 degrees today. YAY. luckily i'm going down to richmond today with tyler (things worked out and we decided to go to his orientation together) and his place has more air conditioning than mine does. so hopefully i won't die from heat exposure. its actually not that bad if i sit here but as soon as i get up and move around i get all sweaty. ugh.
umm senses fail concert october 9th. i'm going to freak out.
|Saturday, August 8th, 2009|
| i feel like things are falling apart between me and you. you say you don't want me to come with you to your college orientation because you don't want us to fight. but you've given me every single other excuse possible and now i'm starting to think that you just don't want me around. and the fact that you aren't calling me right now to see how i'm doing is showing me this. i know this is all my fault but that doesn't make it any easier. i wish i could just rewind back a few months to when everything was perfect between us. i know we always have fought off and on but at least i always felt like you wanted me around! i want to know that you always want me by your side not just pushed into the background. why do you want to go to orientation by yourself so bad? i worry that i'm going to be dropped soon, ditched for someone who isn't me. and i can't even begin to describe how bad that hurts. i wish that i could mend everything between us but how can i when you don't even want me around? this is by far the hardest thing i've ever had to go through. i want you here by my side and i want you to feel the same way about me. but obviously the feeling isn't mutual and i feel like my heart is slowly being torn out.
i'm sorry for always getting so upset at you.
i'm sorry that i'm not the perfect girlfriend that you deserve.
i'm sorry for not appreciating you and everything you do as much as i should. i really am trying.
i'm sorry that i'm making you not want to be around me.
i'm falling apart.
|Friday, August 7th, 2009|
| so today is the last night i'm here in North Carolina. i'm pretty sad to leave, mostly because nothing beats reading a book on the balcony while feeling a nice beach breeze. also, i really enjoyed biking every day on FLAT GROUND. where i live is all hills and i seriously think i'd work out more if it wasn't for that. I'm also super anxious though b/c as of tomorrow, i have exactly ONE WEEK before i go to college. its crazy how fast this summer went by. i wish that i could rewind it and enjoy it more, but i feel like i did actually accomplish everything that i wanted to.
this whole "going to college" thing is really freaking me out though.
|Wednesday, July 29th, 2009|
ummmm so for some reason i just decided to look at shark attack videos when....i'm going to the beach next week. WOW I'M SMART!
|Tuesday, July 28th, 2009|
so yeah. i felt like writing mostly because i haven't in a long long long time. i guess this is probably due to the fact that i just got a new Macbook and i have unlimited time to spend on the computer. hahaha although since i spend like ALL my time on facebook maybe thats not such a great thing. ANYWAY the point is i'm back. so whats been going on in my life?
1) i met the most fantastic guy EVER and our 11 month is coming up (on monday actually). he really is the greatest thing in my life, and i hope to spend the rest of my life with him. for realz. he gets me happy meal toys!
2) i'm rockin some college in three weeks...heading down to VCU and its going to be super rad. my roomie is one of my best friends, so i don't have to deal with any creepers jackin my stuff.
3) i've been working this summer at the Department of Justice and it suuuucks. i mean okay, i get to spend almost all day reading which is cool but there's only a few good books. i just finished american terrorist, which is about Timothy McVeigh. creepy stuff.
4) BEACH NEXT WEEK
i feel like i should go compose a list of what i should bring to college... Current Mood: content
|Thursday, October 2nd, 2008|
| soooo....jessie and i are looking at our awesome old livejournal posts and laughing so hard because we were like majorly creepy back in the day. not that we're NOT creepy now but still....lots of old david stalking posts. i was
kinda a weirdo back then....anyway i don't feel like doing my teachers for tomorrow crap right now. its so annoying. i have to look up all this information about my school district...? like how is that relevant to my life at all? Current Mood: bored
|Monday, September 8th, 2008|
so...i haven't written in ages. and its all because of a little disease called facebook. i swear, it should come with a warning label. ever since getting one, i've majorly slacked off as far as lj is concerned. but anyway.
mayhem was amazing! i got there really early, and me and mackenzie were just kinda sitting on a big rock out in front of nissan, and some lady who looked really important came over to us and asked us if we would like to go backstage. of course we were like HELL YES! so we went back, and she informed us that we would be serving brunch to the bands on the lineup for three hours, then we'd get to go hang out with Underoath and stand on their stage while they played their set. it was AMAZING! i manned the bacon and sausage, mackenzie was on hash brown detail. it was so ballin'. for brunch we served i think like all the slipknot guys except for corey, but we passed him in the parking lot. and James, Grant, and Timmy engaged in the brunch business. it was so cool. it was also really hard to keep my cool. and then we kinda just walked around, i bought plugs for 5 bucks (they kinda made my ears infected) and then we got to stand onstage with Underoath. i got some amazing videos of Aaron literally two feet away from me rockin the drums. and its my background on my phone...hahah. but yeah. amazing. my ears rang for two days. but it was so worth it. then we stood around and talked to Aaron. i got a good fb prof. picture with him. it was so awesome.
|Thursday, June 5th, 2008|
| so i'm working on a project on the 70s but i'm stalling because i really don't feel like working. its block soo...yeah.
basically i don't even see why we're in school this week. this is what we've been doing so far today....
2nd block art - substitute who was extremely incompetent. for all of block i just kinda sat around
3rd ap psych - watched girl, interrupted
5th math -watched 300 (because when my teacher asked if it was violent, we all said no :)))))
6th film studies- watched goodfellas
8th block history- livejournaling it up
i don't really know what else is going on today...kinda just hanging out and i have like every song from punk goes crunk stuck in my head. also, mackenzie is going to get the tickets for the mayhem tour so we can go see underoath togetha. i'm working on trying to find someone to watch my baby hamster while i'm at the beach this month
and so far i have several candidates which stresses me out less. and makes me happy. also i'm getting my belly button pierced in like a week or two which is exciting!! Current Mood: chipper
|Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008|
this guy (yes its a guy) is basically my life now. as of like two seconds ago.
|Friday, May 30th, 2008|
doing research on serial killers for my ap psych project. so far i got Ted Bundy, John Wayne Gacy and Charles Whittman...can you believe the other people in my class have never even heard of Charles Manson??? thats kinda freaky. almost as freaky as the fact that i've known who he was since i was really little. maybe i'm just the freaky one.
finally got a facebook! thats where i've been living lately (sorry lj!) i feel like i'm not lying now, when i fill out AP magazine surveys and they ask how many online communities i belong to (i said 1-3...which at the time wasn't exactly lying but i wanted to make myself seem as cool and hip as i'm supposed to seem.)
hanging out with the new love interest this weekend hopefully...wanted to finally go out with nick but things got complicated. i think he's a strong believer of people dating just within their cliques. popular, lacrosse playing stud meets wild artistic scene kid? yeahhh...maybe he's right. but i wanted to believe that things would work out between us. i'm not fully giving up but i'm thinking its gonna fall apart really fast. too bad i worked so hard on that mix cd for him!!!!
so excited for school almost being over. its about time. only 20 more days (including weekends) left. i'm so ready. this week has been so chill, getting up at 9, facebooking, then blobbing around. its been the best week ever...sucks that i have to start getting up at 7 again next week!!! Current Mood: relaxed
|Monday, May 5th, 2008|
|when it rains...........at bender arena
ok so even though this was like last weekend, i'm still really excited. i saw Paramore, Jimmy Eat World, and Dear and the Headlights at Bender Arena (American University). it was an amazing show. the only thing that kinda killed it was that there were a buttload of preppy girls there (not to stereotype but i mean...it sucked) and they could not handle the mosh pit. If you can even call it that. First of all, people started randomly moshing and crowd surfing before there was even any music. ticked off a looooot of people, including me. so all these girls in skimpy skirts, halter tops, flip flops, and designer purses started falling on the ground. literally. which took up all the foot space and caused me to almost fall. kinda sucked. but anyway, me and my friend ended up moving further back. we couldn't see as well, but we had space to dance and jump around. whoever says emo kids don't move around at shows is soooooo wrong. me and my friend totally killed that stereotype. in fact we were like the only people dancing. which was kinda awkward, but majorly sick at the same time. i had a blast. hayley looked amazing, and sounded even better. i was a bit worried because i had heard that they sucked live, but honestly i thought they sounded brilliant. they played almost all their songs from Riot! as well as several from All We Know Is Falling. As i expected, the only songs that nearly everyone sang along to were CrushCrushCrush and Misery Business, but blame 99.5 and MTV for that. I had an awesome time, and hope to see them again soon. I had never really heard Dear and the Headlights but they sounded pretty good. i'm going to have to go check them out sometime. and of course, Jimmy Eat World was amazing. brought me back to my angsty middle school days. so i was all happy and jumping around to the oldies, and then alot of their newer songs which i hadn't heard yet. it was so rad. only complaints would be: the preppy girls who fell down alot, long ass line for water, no good food, and...that may be it. i tend to avoid the concerts at big arenas and colleges because the tend to draw in a really hard to deal with crowd. but anyway, it was awesome!!! Current Mood: still happy from showwwq
|Thursday, February 21st, 2008|
|Wednesday, February 20th, 2008|